You would never know how it feels..

When i saw our past a thing crossed my mind,
I was carefree, happier and you had your smile..
days were smaller and nights longer than usual,
Tired running all day but would still reach to you..

every morning would start with your wake up call,
Lectures would pass sitting in that empty drawing hall..
through the window i would ask you for a sign,
and then defend it when others saw you with your smile..

Days went by and we reached a point,
Where happiness would figure as just a passtime..
walking running and never getting bored..
Life was not for granted and was not to be sold..

Now i am scared when i look at that past,
coz it gives me hope that it can still last.. it wont..
i thought i made a friend out of a stranger you..
but in a friends mask you were a stranger and thats the truth..

What went wrong ? Did i not try enough..
or was it for granted that i would last..
i was there and i know you were too..
but i was alone and you had your few..

Past is gone and present haunts me now..
for i cant see you now i cant somehow..
I painted this picture for your colors to fill..
This is my story and you would never know how it feels..
You would never know how it feels..